there is still a month of summer left ... yet i feel the winds of change starting to blow ... maybe it's just the thinking about selling our cottage that has made me grind my teeth at night and be a little scattered brained during the day (good thing leo doesn't comment here ... he'd ask "only a little scattered brained?" - in a loving way of course!)
i feel that it is "meme" that wants to sell and move into town ... more than leo ... i feel so selfish ... mind you, we haven't put the for sale sign on the lawn yet ... or even found a house in town ... BUT ... one moment i am packing, and the next moment i look all around me at the warmth of the logs on the wall and the peaceful serenity of the world outside and ask "why? would you want to move" ...
all of this has been seasoned with much prayer and earnestly asking the Lord for possibly a teensie little e-mail with marching orders on it!
we have decided to do a list of the pros and cons ... maybe that will clarify the thought process ...
sigh ... would you pray for us too ... if leo were healthier, then these questions wouldn't all carry so much weight ... but he has been on a bit of a decline in the past 3 years - and that has me concerned ... and i want to be in town, rather than the country living we have so enjoyed for over a decade now ...
these are my thoughts, as i prepare for work ... oh, my work ends on Labour Day (how fitting!) ... another season of change ...
hope you have a wonderful weekend!
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