random thoughts on chronic pain and life issues ... with the occasional weather report thrown in!
Thursday, November 22, 2018
Saturday, November 10, 2018
Ruth Bell Graham quote.
picture taken this morning ... and i've been hanging onto this quote by Ruth Bell Graham for awhile now ... time to use it ... and also try to live it ...
Friday, November 09, 2018
a repost ... from 8 years ago
i sometimes go back in my blog ... to see what i was thinking at another time and place in my life ... this post is from 8 years ago ... and it encouraged me today ... and reminded me of a BIG truth - each of us matters to GOD ...
have you ever had times in your life when it seems that your voice is so small, no one hears it? when you call the maytag repair guy and no one comes ... when your normally speedy internet, just churns and churns, and the provider doesn't care ... when a loved one is in pain, and you can't do anything to help? ...
i have had so many incidents this past while, that it has to be more than coincidence ... it seems i'm under attack ... every day, my "smallness" shouts - "you have no voice ... it doesn't matter, so don't even bother trying!!!" ....
but it does matter - because though i may be small - the God i serve ISN'T ... and it is His battle, not mine ... i just need to keep my eyes on Him who redeemed me ... keep praying and keep reading my bible - which tells me that i was so important to God that He sent His only Son to die for me ...
the maytag guy may not hear me ... but God does! the internet may be slower than molasses on a january morning - but God isn't slow to encourage my heart ...
yup - i need my focus on things that matter ... things that are eternal ... because though my voice is small and muffled on earth - it is heard with love and concern in heaven ...
have you ever had times in your life when it seems that your voice is so small, no one hears it? when you call the maytag repair guy and no one comes ... when your normally speedy internet, just churns and churns, and the provider doesn't care ... when a loved one is in pain, and you can't do anything to help? ...
i have had so many incidents this past while, that it has to be more than coincidence ... it seems i'm under attack ... every day, my "smallness" shouts - "you have no voice ... it doesn't matter, so don't even bother trying!!!" ....
but it does matter - because though i may be small - the God i serve ISN'T ... and it is His battle, not mine ... i just need to keep my eyes on Him who redeemed me ... keep praying and keep reading my bible - which tells me that i was so important to God that He sent His only Son to die for me ...
the maytag guy may not hear me ... but God does! the internet may be slower than molasses on a january morning - but God isn't slow to encourage my heart ...
yup - i need my focus on things that matter ... things that are eternal ... because though my voice is small and muffled on earth - it is heard with love and concern in heaven ...
my morning view
"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart, and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. ~ Jesus ... (Matthew 11:28-30)
Tuesday, November 06, 2018
Where does your strength come from?
Where does our strength come from? From God ... who created the heavens & earth. Now that is all the power we will ever need!
Friday, November 02, 2018
Monday, October 29, 2018
Saturday, October 20, 2018
Scarf Sisters retreat ...
it was a wonderful retreat with my scarf sisters a few weeks back ... ladies i met while blogging (14 years now) ... we were able to have a GOOD visit and share life stories ... and talk about our GOD and pray and fellowship ... thank you LORD for Your mercies ...
Friday, October 05, 2018
Saturday, September 15, 2018
looking towards eternity ... and Jesus ...
i took this pic in the fall of 2015 ... 3 years ago already ... it seems like time is a speeding locomotive heading towards eternity ... time to seek HIM who will meet "the saved" on that train ... it's good to be found in Jesus ... the One and Only ...
Wednesday, September 05, 2018
God knows the beginning and the end ...
it gives me comfort to know that GOD has all my days ordained ... even before i was formed. even if i am only known to a handful of people in my lifetime - i am KNOWN to the Creator of the Universe ... the one Who designed me ... my life matters ... your life matters ... take heart ...
Wednesday, August 15, 2018
Sunday, August 12, 2018
Monday, August 06, 2018
double the blessing!
we had some torrential rains ... and then a beautiful double rainbow appeared ... it seemed to start (or end?) right in the river ... somehow pictures never do it justice ... "God has promised" is what i think of when i see the rainbow ... Hope ... there is still HOPE.
Sunday, July 29, 2018
Wednesday, July 25, 2018
a post from 10 years ago
i came across this blog post today ... it's been 35 years now since we started this chronic pain walk ...
leo and i are celebrating an anniversary ... sort of ...
it has been 25 years since leo's first back surgery ... 25 years since chronic pain became the "third person" in our marriage ... 25 years of having our hope for health dwindle and the dreams of our youth eliminated ...
YET, it has also been 25 years of learning to love each other unconditionally, despite obstacles which attempted to destroy our marriage ... learning to walk by faith - when human understanding failed ... 25 years of great valleys - and even greater mountain top experiences ...
an anniversary ... sort of ...
* * * * * * *
points from a charles stanley sermon, that also mark the cornerstones of our faith:
- God controls our circumstances
- God will meet our needs
- God is with us
- God loves us with an eternal love ...
what are we worried about?
leo and i are celebrating an anniversary ... sort of ...
it has been 25 years since leo's first back surgery ... 25 years since chronic pain became the "third person" in our marriage ... 25 years of having our hope for health dwindle and the dreams of our youth eliminated ...
YET, it has also been 25 years of learning to love each other unconditionally, despite obstacles which attempted to destroy our marriage ... learning to walk by faith - when human understanding failed ... 25 years of great valleys - and even greater mountain top experiences ...
an anniversary ... sort of ...
* * * * * * *
points from a charles stanley sermon, that also mark the cornerstones of our faith:
- God controls our circumstances
- God will meet our needs
- God is with us
- God loves us with an eternal love ...
what are we worried about?
Friday, July 13, 2018
i am not perfect ...
how many times have i not done something, because i didn't think i could do it as well as someone else ... or felt inadequate for so many reasons ... but the GOD who created me, just asks for a willingness to be used for HIS glory and for HIS kingdom ... ok ... i can do that ... i am WILLING ...
Sunday, July 08, 2018
Friday, July 06, 2018
make time for rest ...
summers are also a time for resting ... visiting ... reading a book ... being outside ... just do all of it "In Him ... " ... blessings on ya!
Saturday, June 16, 2018
Thursday, June 07, 2018
new heights i'm gaining every day ...
Lord lift me up and help me stand, by faith on heaven's table land ...
a higher plane than i have found ... Lord plant my feet on higher ground.
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