
"We may be in the midst of God's working and can't see the big picture as He can." ~ Greg Laurie
random thoughts on chronic pain and life issues ... with the occasional weather report thrown in!

this week was a real work out for me ... in all the areas you don't see ... but God does ... AND tonight is my friday ... YAY! even though all days are the same, i love the concept of fridays ... you know, you can relax and stay up a little later ... maybe even sleep in the next morning? fun stuff like that!
ALSO, thank you for your concern and prayer re my Leo ... he is back to his usual "yucky" state ... i think the viral thing is over with now ... that poor man has gone through the ringer enough times that he should be totally flattened out by now ... but he's not ... he bounces back ...
memorial day in the U.S. ...hope my American buds are having a wonderful long weekend ...
but i must dash ... you know, do something wild on my "Friday" night ... maybe finish the Karen Kingsbury book i've been enjoying! blessings to you ...
leo has a low grade fever, dizziness and really yucky (my medical term!) feeling ... this is the second time in 3 weeks ... only today i was at work ... he called me a few times in the morning, quite disoriented ... but i did the "mom" thing over the phone, he followed instructions to a "T" and the fever broke a bit ... i made him chicken noodle soup when i got home ... and just tried to make him feel comfy ...

work has been a wonderful balm to my soul these past few days ... most of you know that i work in a park ... the view outside my window is of gentle forests by the waters edge ... i drive to work in the mornings and see all manner of wildlife and birds ... the roads are generally quiet during those early hours ... it feels like the world is still asleep as i guide my car along the highway ... as i drive, i have my morning prayer time, trying to get the right mind and heart set for the day ...
i thank my Heavenly Father for this job that landed in my lap 12 years ago ...
unlike other years, the first 2 weeks at work were so unsettled and tried my patience - thankfully, these last 2 weeks have made up for the hard days - and then some ...
even though i work weekends all summer, i don't mind ... i get to enjoy mondays at home ... * big grin * ...
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If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it. ~Andy Rooney


... *smile* ...



"And God's peace [shall be yours, that tranquil state of a soul assured of its salvation through Christ, and so fearing nothing from God and being content with its earthly lot of whatever sort that is, that peace] which transcends all understanding shall garrison and mount guard over your hearts and minds in christ Jesus." Philippians 4:7
i must confess to some scattered thinking this past 2 weeks ... the balance of work and homelife becomes more difficult yearly ... i'm sure the aging process, leo's decline in health and the added responsibility i take on (whether real or imagined - !) has something to do with it ... but i really hate it when my thoughts get disjointed and my mind keeps going over and over the earthly cares, rather than focusing on the spiritual ... earthly cares are real - i'm not saying i should ignore them ... but i shouldn't stress or worry over them ... that is unprofitable time ...
just when i think i've taken two steps forward, i take one step back! this pilgrim walk was never said to be easy - but definitely interesting!
blessings on your week!

would you mind praying for my 5 year old nephew (click here) ... last night he was flown from the northern mining town they live in, to a larger hospital down south ... he has some sort of infection they can't identify at the moment ... spiking a high fever ... etc. ... it's a concern when these little ones get ill ... thank you ...
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UPDATE:
thank you for praying! they think they have found the main cause of the fever & infection and he is now on antibiotics ... hopefully no surgery is required ...


Monday was a bad work day for me ...
it was a day when i thought, " ... and why am i here again ... ?" ... i generally have good work days - but as i mentioned before, this year is shaping up quite different ...
as i head to the salt mines this morning, refreshed from sleep and secure in God's hands - once again - i was blessed with my devotional reading ....
here it is for you to read, if time permits!
A wise person once told me, “Never be quick to judge whether something is a blessing or a curse.”
The story of Naomi reminds me of this.
The name Naomi means “my delight.”
But when bad things happened to her, Naomi wanted to change her name to match her circumstances. After her husband and sons died, Naomi concluded, “The hand of the Lord has gone out against me!” (Ruth 1:13). When people greeted her, she said, “Do not call me Naomi; call me Mara, for the Almighty has dealt very bitterly with me” (v.20).
Rather than judge her circumstances in light of her identity as a follower of the one true God who had proclaimed unfailing love for His people, Naomi did what most of us tend to do: She judged God in light of her circumstances. And she judged wrongly. The hand of the Lord had not gone out against her. In fact, Naomi had a God-given treasure she had not yet discovered.
Although Naomi lost her husband and two sons, she was given something totally unexpected—a devoted daughter-in-law and a grandchild who would be in the lineage of the Messiah.
As Naomi’s life shows us, sometimes the worst thing that happens to us can open the door for the best that God has to give us. —Julie Ackerman Link—
Loving Father, help me not to judge Your love for meon the basis of whether today brings good newsor bad. Help me remember that You desire to usemy circumstances to make me more like Jesus. Amen.
God’s purpose for today’s events may not be seen till tomorrow.