i went to bed last night and my world was still coloured in those brown, light green shades of fall ... i woke up this morning and this is what our driveway looked like ... uh - can anyway say "lots of snow!" ...i thought my heart was prepared for this ... i told leo i would not get down about the snow ...
i guess my heart didn't read the memo ...
this is a real downer for me ...
and to drive home the point about feeling isolated and stuck - the milk that i had just bought is sour ... i can't get new milk today because we live 6 miles from town ... you drive on a dirt road for a while, then a highway, then over a narrow bridge, more highway - with a little bit of cottage country roads thrown in ... they are closing roads, so it would be fool hardy to go out without a good reason ... sigh ...
it looks lovely, so why won't my heart believe that? and just rest?
this is one of those days where i just have to say i will be glad, regardless of feelings ...
life is good ... i do feel blessed ... it's just that "snow" and i have a long BAD history ... many stories, most not so good!
enough whining - sorry - i must go throw another log in the fire ...
